I like how my eyes were white.Yea. It's not edited. Apparently I was camwhoring and when I clicked the camera, I forgot I was taking a photo(yes, i have sudden stm) so I looked away. Never managed to get another shot like that.
Anyway, my mood fluctuates horribly.
Blame it on PMS.
And no, I do not want to explain what it is again.
Like on an MRT with many people around.
And someone goes
"Huh! What's PMS?"
Like nobody's business.
Haha.
No, I'm not angry.
Somehow, I get the feeling that I'm monologing.
Blah bla bla.
The world is getting boring.
I sneak.
And sneak.
And sneak.
I shall get this post over and done with.
But before that, I want to say
I'm sorry that I cannot commit as much.
I really want to but with all the things going on,
It's difficult.
There's always restrictions and parental objections.
And I usually get the guilt feeling.
I may not deserve this.
But I'll try my best.
Really, I will.
Hopefully things will go smoothly.
And I will be able to prove that I'm worthy.
Worthy of being in the whole thing.
Worthy of being with all of you.
Sometimes, I feel like I need a break from all this.
Sometimes, I don't want to let go.
Sometimes, I just want everything around me to stop.
Sometimes, I need you all around me.
But always, I love this squad.
Though there's many things we still need to do,
many things we need to get perfect,
I love the squad.
Yes, I do (:
Sign off,
Po.